I was able to get about 1/2 of my TBR done for January – so I’m going to keep my February as many books as I actually finished in January to hopefully accomplish what I set out to do. Here are the books I hope I get to this month!
The last book this month I am going to leave open to whatever I want without expectations. I got a lot of my library books early last month and if that happens again I’d like to keep it open to reading those first. 🙂
Playing catch up with a few of my January reads. This was one of the first books I dove head first into this month. Let’s not waste time here and head towards the review of this book.
Even If I Fall Abigail Johnson Genre: YA Contemporary Pages: 352 Would I Recommend: Yes – if you want to cry
Overview of the book:
Brooke and her family are social pariahs after her older brother admitted to killing his best friend over a year prior to where this story begins. Brooke is broken, lonely, ashamed, lost, and any other difficult emotion you can imagine. She begins a new friendship with an outsider who doesn’t know yet about her family’s past and she also begins to connect to Heath – the brother of boy her own brother killed. They begin navigating their emotions with and on each other (sometimes in a negative way, sometimes not) to learn to cope with the pain they both feel.
I cried. I was lying in bed at one point in this book and my husband came in and asked why I was crying. I didn’t know how to explain that Brooke’s pain was so realistic at points and that I resonated so much with it that it hurt me. This story is not perfect – it isn’t flawlessly written or explored. However, it is a tangle of realness and those are the pieces that stuck with me the most.
Brooke is navigating in a world that she doesn’t understand and feels completely alone in doing. She has a new acquired friend, Maggie, who just arrived into town and doesn’t yet know why she is such a secluded person. Brooke’s only escape is the ice skating she has been doing since a young age.
Happenstance finds Brooke crossing paths with Heath – the brother of the boy her own brother murdered. I enjoyed this relationship. They are two people who should and do despise each other – because they “should” given their situations. There is a decent amount of honest conversation between the two and some of it made me cringe a little with how rough things were between them, as you’d expect. However, I enjoyed this strangeness – that they both were so desperate to feel something besides the hollowness they’d been feeling for different reasons, and how they worked through them by bouncing off each other.
The parts that actually tore my heart apart were around Brooke’s family. There were scenes where she is so utterly helpless and desperate to connect again, even for just a split second, with her mom, dad, or sister and it doesn’t happen again and again. Maybe I related to this because of my own personal life more than someone else might – but these scenes killed me. Johnson made Brooke feel, for me, like she was at the bottom of a deep well, struggling to keep her head above water and not give up on life. Brooke’s will to keep going despite everything she was living through was such a great light in this story, and I appreciated the darkness we were shown, too. Heartbreaking on so many levels.
I also want to touch on Brooke’s relationship with her brother which I think is important for the story. He is a murderer. He is not a pure character. But Brooke still loves him – that is still her brother. Johnson paints a great dilemma where I tried to figure out how I would feel if this was one of my siblings. Do we stop loving someone who was once so important to us for doing such a heinous act? Brooke didn’t stop and I appreciated that look as this is a reality for many people who have family or good friends who may have done (or are accused of doing) similar acts.
The reasons I didn’t give this a full 5 / 5 was because there were parts of the ice skating sections that bored me. I get it. I do. I understand the need to have this piece of her life she can rely on despite everything else. I used to ice skate for years as a child. I get it. Promise. But sometimes it was so boring.
The other reason was because I wasn’t 100% living for the “mysterious” piece towards the end around her brother. It felt forced compared to the rest of the story. I would have been OK if the story didn’t have this piece in it – the emotions tied to this story were enough for me.
This month I actually read a lot considering how little I had picked up in the past few months. Let’s take a look, shall we?
I don’t have a particularly large reading goal which is fine by me – so reading 6 books so far this year is amazing. Here’s which books they were:
Otherearth by Jason Segel and Kirsten Miller 4 / 5
Girl Made of Stars by Ashley Herring Blake (My Review) 4.75 / 5
Even If I Fall by Abigail Johnson (My Review) 4.25 / 5
More Than We Can Tell by Brigid Kemmerer (Letters to the Lost #2) 4.25 / 5
Sing You Home by Jodi Picoult (Re-Read) 4 / 5
The Stranger Beside Me by Ann Rule 3.75 / 5
Overall I really enjoyed almost every single one of these books. I didn’t stick to my TBR 100% (I read 3 of my 6 so I guess I did ok??) but oh well. I actually had requested several of these books on audio at the library and they finally were available in January so I put other books on hold to make room for these instead.
Other Stats Overall January Rating: 4.1 / 5 Pages Read: 2,417 Genres:
How was everyone else’s month?
What were your favorite reads?
What were your LEAST favorite reads?????
Any thoughts on any of the books I read this month (like, dislike, on a TBR)?
Good (whatever time of day it is by you as you read this)!
The Top 5 Wednesday I find topics off of is a group on Goodreads so feel free to check them out if you are ever interested in doing a T5W, too.
This week’s Top 5 Wednesday is a freebie and I wanted to use this opportunity to go back and do a different T5W I missed a few weeks ago: Hyped 2019 Releases You Don’t Care About
UNO. I did not read The Hate U Give, and while I have no hate on a book I know nothing about, I have very little interest in reading either story. At least for now.
DOS. There’s absolutely nothing about this story that sounds interesting. At all. I want to be sorry I have zero interest in this but I really feel nothing over it instead
TRES. Again, another book off of a story or author I’ve never read nor ever really care to read. Sorrynotsorry
CUATRO. In theory I want to read this book. I really do. In theory I want to enjoy it simply because it’s based on the Romanov. However. I cannot lie to myself. The real story of the Romanov history is much more interesting than a fictional book could ever become in my eyes.
CINCO. Listen. I think this book is on this list simply because I have yet to actually read anything by Leigh Bardugo. I’ve slightly begun the Trisha trilogy (2 years ago and I ended up stopping once I realized I had begun on the wrong book). So, I thus far have no real opinions of what to expect story or writing-wise and so I currently don’t care much. Perhaps one day I will, but not now
Did any of these books make it to your “meh I don’t really care much” list?
Have you read any of these (that have been released so far) and enjoyed them?
Girl Made of Stars Ashley Herring Blake Genre: YA Contemporary Pages: 304 Would I recommend: Yes.
Overview of Book:
This book follows Mara and her twin, Owen, in the aftermath of Owen being accused of raping his girlfriend. Mara is friends with Hannah, Owen’s now-ex-girlfriend, and finds herself confused, overwhelmed, and unsure of what to do between loving her twin and believing one of her best friends.
Triggers: rape, sexual assault, victim shaming
I was worried I wouldn’t enjoy this book because I feel these topics can be done incorrectly, insensitively, or without enough information to follow through with it appropriately. However, that was not the case for this book and I ended up struggling to put it down until I completed the story.
Seeing how Mara struggled through a large array of feelings, thoughts, and coping mechanisms based on not only the accused rape her brother committed, but also her own past issues, and dealing with her ex-girlfriend were wonderful to experience.
This book is great if you want to travel the very bumpy and uncertain path of someone who becomes placed in a series of situations that could be difficult to manage by anyone. I would definitely recommend this story if you’re up to the heavy topics.
I’m finally back from the hiatus I’ve been on recently. My husband and I bought home which took SO much out of us I couldn’t summon the energy to read or post anything here for a few months. However, now that we are (mostly) set up in our new place I am beginning to go back into a patterned life that keeps me stable.
So, let’s start off 2019 with a Top Ten Tuesday!
Top Ten Tuesday is hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl and the next few TTT’s are looking promising so I cannot wait to do a few of them. Check out her site if you want to participate in any of the suggested Top Ten Tuesday post ideas.
This week’s post is: Best Books I read in 2018
I went with my top 9 books from 2018 instead of top 10 so let’s take a look at those!
The only one on here that surprised even me was Otherworld. Overall it wasn’t the greatest story ever told but it’s a book I haven’t stopped thinking about for months so I figured that meant something and added it to this list.
Did any of these make your best books of 2018? If you haven’t read any of these yet, are any of these in your 2019 TBRs?
I’ve always tended to lean away from TBR lists as I’ve worried my mood-reading attitude would make it hard to stick to any books I “planned” to read. However, going in to the new year I’d like to give it a try and see how it works and if it will help increase my reading in 2019. Read More
As I was cleaning many-a-things in my life recently I was sorting through my books and I realized the time has come for some sort of unhaul. Granted, most of these are school-related. However, I thought that getting rid of SOME books is better than not getting rid of any (and that idea used to make me feel too guilty at all).
I’d like to do the normal disclaimer of “don’t be offended if you see a book you like” but honestly I just don’t want these books on my shelves. Many, even the school ones, I enjoyed, but will never pick up again so they gotta go. Let’s go.
Desperation by Stephen King
House by Frank Peretti & Ted Dekker
Our Mothers’ War by Emily Yellin
To Tell the Truth Freely by Mia Bay
The American Promise by a variety of authors
Teenagers by Grace Palladino
A History of Medieval Heresy and Inquisition by Jennifer Kolpacoff Deane
The Witchcraft Sourcebook by Brian P. Levack
The Good Girls Revolt by Lynn Povich
Thirteen Moons by Charles Frazier
A Fierce Discontent by Michael McGerr
Byron’s Poetry selected and edited by Frank D. McConnell
America’s Women by Gail Collins
The Host by Stephenie Meyer
Torment by Lauren Kate
That Summer by Sarah Dessen
Wicked by Gregory Macguire
Deception Point by Dan Brown
Digital Fortress by Dan Brown
Christine by Stephen King
Asylum by Madeleine Roux
Velocity by Dean Koontz
Thus Spoke Zarathustra by Nietzsche
Blood Game by Iris Johansen
Phew. I feel better. It’s a little cleansing, you know?
In October I did a few things. Some of those stem from wandering thrift stores unnecessarily. Some of them stem from drunken choices I made many moons ago. Either way. I collected more books. Here they are for our enjoyment to stare at:
A Spark of Light by Jodi PicoultMy NUMBER ONE MOST ANTICIPATED BOOK OF THE ENTIRE YEAR. My BEST FRIEND in the whole wide world (go say hi here) sent this to me and it is a signed copy. What an amazing soul he is and I am SO excited to start reading this (probably not until after the holidays so I can fully enjoy it).
I had listened to this on audio in December of last year after I bought it on Audible on a whim. It had my favorite thing: WWII. Of course I fell in love instantly and wanted all of my friends to read this book ASAP. When I found a brand new copy for $2.00, I would have regretted not picking it up so I did. Now I can re-read it’s tragic beauty with my bare hands at some point.
The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid.
A book that has been discussed EVERYWHERE in the book world recently and when I saw this for $1.50 – well, I had to get it. Sorry. Not really.
A Bridge of Clay by Markus Zusak
There comes a point in every woman’s life where she accidentally drinks 4 bottles of wine with one of her good friends and pre-orders a novel that isn’t set to come out for about 6 months. That’s me. Those are my choices. Here we are now so let’s just set it and forget it. But really, I am thrilled to own this signed copy I ordered while highly intoxicated many months ago as The Book Thief is one of my favorite books of all time (WWII. Told from Death’s perspective. Basically my dream book.) so I’m excited to see Zusak’s next novel.
I’ve got a lot going on that I’d rather wait to discuss until another time but my days have been non-stop action from 3am-8 or 9pm most days and I barely have time to sleep let alone pretend I have time to post here right now. Hopefully I can share good news eventually, but until then, I am taking this rare moment in time to update on an unboxing I received recently! Read More
I was SO excited for this month’s OwlCrate for a few reasons. 1. They said they were featuring two different books. 2. It’s “bookish” themed. What is not to enjoy?!
OwlCrate is an amazing box with a lot of cool and unique features so I’d highly recommend you check them out sometime.
This month’s theme is: Lost in the Bookstore
Book nerd socks which are so cute. When I first started getting socks in book boxes I thought it was slightly cool but also odd. Now, I love them. A lot. These were created by Out of Print and Underlined.
A Mirror of Erised art print. Very obviously inspired by the wonderful Harry Potter series. Created by Michelle Gray.
Choco mint truffle flavored tea. What a unique blend and I’m excited to see what this one is (sorry, Jacob, I’m not giving you this one haha). Made by The Tea Spot.
An OwlCrate exclusive item made by Team OwlCrate. This is a tea strainer which was also thought into creation with the help of Michelle Gray. Perfect to try out that teaaaaaaaa!
I LOVE THISSSSSS. SO MUCH. It’s described as “canvas clutch purse” but is made to carry medium and smaller books which is amazing. One of the books from this month’s box definitely fit nicely in there. What an amazing thing to have in a box! Created by Bookworm Boutique.
First book of the month is Pride by Ibi Zoboi.
THIS INSIDE IS GORGEOUS. The entire cover is all pink, too, which isn’t a common thing to see on books so that’s amazing. Also, it is signed by the author.
It came with a bookmark that is created after the book itself as well as a note from the author.
Comparison of the OwlCrate cover versus the regular cover. I enjoy both, so I would have been OK with either in this case!
Second book of the month is Shadow of the Fox by Julie Kagawa.
Also signed! Woohoo! Such an amazing touch to these books.
This also came with a themed bookmark and note from the author.
This book is just an inverted version from the original. I like the OwlCrate more only because black is a very common color of YA books and I enjoy that this one is a little different!
I’d say “that’s all” but, this was a packed box so I’m really happy with it all!
Have you read either of these books or recently hauled either?!
Which covers do you like more: OwlCrate or originals?